No condition is permanent. Life is full of mystery. Infact,growth is a beautiful thing,but,it happens not in a place of comfort 
I look at my daughter today and she inspired me to write this beautiful piece.  A month after given birth to her, I lost my mom. I stumbled to take care of her,to carry her,feed her,etc. Pardon me,I was the last child of my late parents,so everything was new and strange to me. Some days,I apologize to her,lol,I tell her that I lost my mom and am still figuring things out. One of my colleagues rebuked me for lying my daughter wrongly and she asked me "Why didn't your mother teach you how to lie a baby properly",then I told her my mom is late,so she had to teach me the right way. For that am grateful. Thank God my daughter turned out well
Yes,no parents,no mother in-law,no father-in-law. It was just me, hubby and google.  I googled everything and I followed motherhood pages on social media. I followed nurses and doctors on social media, that is how I am surviving in this Parenthood journey.
To the mothers out there,you are seen,you are heard and you are enough.